Today 9:41
i finally got the thing i wanted and i'm already scared of losing it
You traded the ache of wanting for the fear of losing. Notice they are the same grip.
so i can never just enjoy it?
Hold it the way you hold water — openly. Clench, and it runs out the same.
that's kind of terrifying tho
Only to the part that believes it can keep things. Everything is on loan, including you.